Anti abandons the internet.

I get 240 fucking hits on the weekdays, and you shmucks are too damned busy to leave me a trillion comments on all the psychotic ramblings you are privlidged enough to read. I hope you know how damaging this is to my glass-jaw ego. That shit ain't shatterproof I hope you know. But you can go ahead and not comment, that's fine. Write a rebuttal post on your blog and link me saying how wrong I am, that's one of my favorites. Or don't you love it when random-blogger-bob takes your picture, and photoshops in random porno slices from the web, so that your new image is completely insulting and offensive? I love it too. I need that happening to me more. It's like you think I have some life I'm actually living, when the truth is I click refresh on my blog at least 60 times an hour, and then I re-read my posts, and then I am like, "THIS IS BRILLIANT, I think imma pat myself on the back!" and 20 minutes later, when I done patting myself on the back, I realize, "no one commented?!?!?!?"

of course the post was only up for about 5 minutes, BUT I checked my stats and I saw that one person could have seen it, and they prolly DID see it, so what gives? is my post stinky? is it one of those "I don't know how to respond" kind of posts? Because I back you, I wouldn't know what to say to me either. But fuck man, and least kiss my ass and tell me how masterful I am in the art of living.

or that I should eat horse shit and die, like you always knew and hoped I would.

maybe it would help if I didn't write pointless shit that led to nothing, because I derno if anyone's really reading this trifle-assed blog anyways. A hit on sitemeter doesn't tell you shit. In fact, for some reason, 99.9% of my hits had a 0:00 page view duration. That means they didn't even stay long enough to register ONE LOUSY SECOND on sitemeter. good times.

yah it's fun to get linked, to get comments on every post, and tell myself pretty things like, "im really making a difference in the world with my needle in the haystack of a globspot." and type away as tho it mattered.

I think all of march im going to be an experimental blogger, and i'll post only one word a day, but it will always be the same word "cunt", just to prove how pointless this site is.

if you aren't confused, than this post was a failure.