Anti abandons the internet.

it's finally over, thank fucking god.

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

i'm a terrible person.
socially retarded.
i feel like i'm gonna throw up.
i hate myself.
people out there hate me... and i deserve it.
my pride and ego have become my downfall, and now i have neither.
was it worth it in the end? no.
do i wish i could change my behaviour for the last 12 hours? more than you know.
i fucking hate myself.
i bring other people misery, and pain. and when i get my ass kicked....
it'll be long over due.

i'm so sorry.

i'm gonna go and sit in my truck and think about it all now. and wish that i hadn't been a fuckwad who blew it. and hope that the people who i've fucked over will let me make it up to them, and/or let me repay them. i never meant it to turn out like this.

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