so like, i'm up, i think sleeping would be smart, or something, but. i'm kind of too stressed out as it is, and i only remember dreams when they;re nightmares. and i haven't had one in almost a year.
i like a lot of stimulation. the hum of my fan, and my computer, mp3's playin, my talk radio on, the tv on (but on mute). shit, most of the time i sleep with all of my lights on.
i haven't done a lot of sitting silently. sitting there, long enough, i'll start thinking the right shit. clear out the pipes so to speak.
or maybe self rezalization is just masterbation, wich i would LOVE to be true, cuz i'm the king of jerking off. it's like... a family trait even...
my rap name is now zip tie, says whitey.
i dub him, "atman"
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